The wale and I

The wale and I

I swam through the dark blue sea,

Nothing above me, but everything below me.

Creatures of every kind, every color imaginable,

I float in the sea of nothingness, with my thoughts and my dreams.

Out of the Dark waters arises a tremendous whale.

His presence terrifies me, he is large, and could swallow me in one gulp.

I try to stay calm; I close my eyes tight,

Till the little floaty sparkles behind my eyes appear,

I imagine this whale to be a small little clown fish,

Less intimidating, and less in size also.

As his presence starts to surround me, I start to tremble.

He looks at me, with his massive, colorless eye,

“You have nothing to fear, I may be big, but I am as harmless as a starfish.”

I looked at him, flabbergasted.

Curiouser and curiouser, I said to myself.

My mind ran wild.

“Do the things you want to do, he said.

If you don’t, the things which keep you alive inside,

You die and you turn into a ghost!” (Mehmet Murat ildan)

“But, what on earth does that mean.” I replied

As he swam away, he said

“Only time will let you know”

And just like that I drowned in confusion.

As a floated to the surface, I became dizzy with excitement.

And then on, and therefore I never forgot those words.

Feather, float away

Feather, float away.

 

Let me float away, like a feather.

Your presence escapes my life.

The wind took away our innocence,

And with it, our love followed.

I thought you were the star in my sky.

The Diamond in my heart,

But you burnt up, and never returned.

The colors escape from my feather.

My skin was once soft but now it’s dull and rough.

My feather has lost its spine, and it floats to the floor,

With no empathy.

In bloom

In bloom

My flower blooms with your love,

It was once red, and dazzling,

But now all my colors fade to grey,

My heart once raced for you,

But now its flat lined, and dead.

Your soft skin once soothed me,

But now it’s hard and ruff, like sandpaper.

I felt like I was on top of the world,

But now my sky is black,

And I’ve sunk underground,

Down and out.

Oceanic Depression

Your painful words,
Your actions, they hurt,
I'm a fish in the water,
trying to escape the shark.

The water Grasp's me,
with a sudden urge,
Im sinking, Im drowning,
but no one is around to here,

You see me slowly slipping away,
But you do nothing,
and you don't even care.

obscurity

The hunger, it eats me up alive.
The darkness, it evokes my pain.
The tears, reveal my sorrow.
and the blood, shows my weakness.

Nothingness

The sun goes down,
My heart slowly sinking,
Feels like an eternity before Ill get better.
I sink into the nothingness that is my existence,
and ponder my past.

Darkness-unedited version-

 Darkness

The rioting darkened quickly, into murmuring

In the quiet moment the wildest daughters

Hands arched into worshipping

In the strangest wildest way

Through the whistling of words

The savage people started rumbling, sounding dry with reasoning

Their insides seeping, and shining

Covered in lace, dry skin, spores growing

The airborne disease softly turned into a generous toxicity

 The people peaked into a slow sleep

And it concluded with a soft sorrow.

Little girl, lost.

Your lips, velvet red,
your heart, broken, but mending
your body, sore and ridged,
your hopes, high and mighty
but your brain, is forgetful and messy.

You fill your days with sorrow,
memories of your past,
will you ever forget that horror show,
you use to call life?

You tell yourself lies,
just to get through the day,
will it ever be enough?
can you ever be the same?

our love is hanging by a rope.

I'll be hanging from a rope, and I will haunt you like a ghost,
the innocence of our past, is now corrupt with our futures.
You do what you please, you don't care who you hurt,
You build those walls up, Tall and glorious,
and I tried to tear them down,
But It was just a waste,
tears streaming down my face,
there is a time and a place to love,
but this ain't it.

Finding Neverland ★ ☆ ✰

Finding Neverland ★ ☆ ✰

 

A boy wondered into my bedroom window,

And he spoke to me, softly saying,

I know a place, not far from here, 

Glowing stars, mermaids, Indians, and even pirates roam there.

Run away with me, to a place you’ve never seen,

I’ll save you; and you’ll never have to grow up,

Life is beautiful now, but come with me, and see

Just how much more magnificent, and wondrous it can possibly be.

Come away with me, and you’ll never have to grow up,

You can stay young forever, and ever,

It’ll be more marvelous than any dream you could possibly dream.

We can sing with the stars, and swim with the sea,

We can be whoever, and whatever we want to be,

So, Wendy, what will it be?

Stay here, and grow up,

Or come away with me?

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I don’t want to see you go,

I want somebody to love me,

Dear Mr. lonely how much could you know me?

Love me like you use to,

Love me like there’s no one else in the world,

But you, and I.

Everything’s so fragile,

And we can’t put back the pieces,

I feel so broken up, and I give up.

And god knows, that it’s a common miss conception,

That I’m the only one for you.

We found love, in a coffee shop,

But now I feel, my coffee has gone black,

Tasteless and bitter,

Not even a hint of cream, or sugar.

I can’t steal you, like you stole me.

But I want you in my life.

And I need you in my arms.

I'm alive, but now I can die

I’m alive, but now I can die.

 

Take me, I’m alive, never was a girl with a wicked smile,

But everything looks better when the sun goes down,

And now I belong to the night.

You make me want to die.

Take my soul, I’ve had everything,

I’ll never be good enough; you make me want to die,

Everything will burn up into the light, every time I look into

Your eyes.

Love is like dying

Love is like dying.

 

I scream until there’s nothing left,

I don’t want this anymore,

Enough is enough

And we’re done.

I don’t want to feel a thing anymore.

The pain overrides my thoughts,

You’ve made my worst bad dream come true,

The thought of you, is like a nightmare,

In the dead of night,

The ghost’s in the walls,

 Are making the world shake underground,

Just like the hearse, you die to get in again

maybe I had said, something that was wrong,

Can I make it better, with the lights turned on?

Can I be, was I there, it felt so crystal,

I still want to drowned, whenever you’re near

Please teach me gently how to breathe.

I think

I think

 

I think it’s time, to start something new

Turn the page; leave the old me behind,

Let the earth surround me,

And make my decisions for me.

Flow in the wind, like a colorful feather,

Look at life with kaleidoscope eyes,

Take off like a plane in the sky,

Flying high, without a care,

I think it’s time to take off the sunglasses,

Get rid of the darkness, and let a little light in.

I think it’s time, to start something new.

Subnormality

Subnormality

 

She had big dreams,

She hoped they would come true,

She was like a wishing well,

Full of quarters, and pennies,

But none of her dreams ever came true,

So, one day she just, gave up,

She was sad, and alone,

Hopeless, and empty,

Her well had dried up,

She still had dreams,

But only in her sleep,

It was magical, and amazing,

Colorful, like looking through a kaleidoscope,

So, every night, she ran away in her sleep,

To this marvelous paradise,

It was subnormal, some might say weird,

But one day, she decided to never leave,

She stayed in her dreams,

Asleep,

She never awoke, and when they found her,

 She had a clever smile, upon her face.

Bird cage

BIRD CAGE

 

She was trapped, hidden away,

In a golden cage,

Her secrets were lies,

And she was drowning in her tears,

She wished she hadn’t cried so much,

The past is the past, they said.

But no one ever forgot,

They looked at her with agonizing eyes,

She was full of fear, and regret,

She was left alone,

Lost, and forgotten,

Until one day,

She found a pin,

Large enough to pick the lock,

It took all she had, but she finally got it open,

She was free now,

But was she really?

She looked around; she didn’t feel any different,

So she ran back to the cage, and collapsed in her tears and sorrow,

All the bad thoughts in her mind appeared,

And turned her into something awful, and cruel,

A blackbird,

Blackbird, blackbird they said,

Take these broken wings,

 And learn to fly,
All your life you’ve been waiting,

 for this moment to arise.

Secrets in the stars

Secrets in the stars

In the middle of the night, I awoke,

It wasn’t a noise, or a movement that awoke me,

But my own sorrow, and unhappiness,

I dare not look at the clock,

But stare out the window,

And look at the stars,

Sometimes, in the middle of the night,

The stars will talk to you,

Tell you secrets, and stories of the past,

But tonight, I didn’t want to think, just listen,

They told me a story of a kingdom, in the sky,

A palace of sorts, beautiful and wondrous,

You can fly away there, if things go awry,

But you can never come back,

They asked me if I wanted to fly away there,

If my pain was so bad, that my life was not worth living anymore,

And I didn’t respond, I had to think,

Was I really as sad, and unhappy as I think I am?

The stars kept whispering,

Come, come with us, and join us,

So I did,

But I instantly regretted it,

They swept me out of my bed,

And a flash of light came out of nowhere,

And the next thing I knew, I was a in the sky,

Looking down on the earth,

Now I too was a star,

And I finally realized, why the stars in the sky are there,

They were once like me, sad and unhappy,

But now they are bright, and shiny,

And they are now forced to be happy.

Vampire

Lauren w.

Vampire.

Skin of atroceruleous color,

Eyes foggy with sin,

That petrifying glare,

Propelling yourself into the air,

Black as night,

Your astronomic teeth,

Tell me of your unwritable past,

My heart, is like a lion in a cage,

You’ve whipped it, and confused it,

You’ve distinguished your power,

Now let me be free.

Paradise

Lauren w.

PARADISE

To die would be an awfully big adventure,

She ran away in her sleep, and dreamed of paradise
Every time she closed her eyes,

Imagine all the wonderful things, I can see, and hear,

As soon as I run away from here,

So she did, but when she got there,

They asked her a question, not many, but just one,

One simple question,

Who are you, and why are you here?

The woman said in simple terms,

There’s many tales, I’ve lived to tell.

I’ve been searching, but he was on a mission,

Our hearts collided, like a neutron star conclusion,

And our love, would, did, and had, lasted forever.

He said, “if we die, we die together,”

If you jump I jump,

But he jumped many years ago,

And I’ve been left alone,

Yesterday, all my troubles seemed so far away,

But now im here to ask,

Am I part of the cure, or am I part of the disease?

I don’t believe that anybody feels the way I do,

We were born to die,

And I’m ready now, to fly from the highest trees,

I believe,

I had a dream