Saturday, July 11, 2015

A boat

The boat hovered 30 feet, in the middle of a massive lake.
If we sank, would you swim, or would you float next to me
caressing  me with your body.
We sit atop in a massive cushioned seat
 your naked body near me
I stoke your chest, with my thumb and index finger.
I try to stay in the moment, but the massive glowing stars are diverting my attention.
we make love, with passion and understanding.
I let out a sigh, and we fall asleep, hand in hand,
bodies intertwined.
I dream glowing colors, and non-existent shapes.
But your face still remains
hiding behind these fluttering eyelids.

Hot nights

Pieces of you, lying next to me.
The sweat from this hot summer night, gliding down my face.
I'm thinking of you, but are you thinking of me?
You're touching my body, but are you really near me..

Sunday, July 5, 2015

Lost. Again

I don't feel anything.
Am I here?
Or is my mind

                                               Over there.

Lost in a sea of thought.

A zombie lost in the array of drugs.

Tuesday, June 9, 2015

stars

Its been a long day.
I rest my body on the cold, hard ground.
And look up and the illuminating stars.
Shining bright, constantly.
I can't even think things through.
So I just look up, and let my mind go blank.

Thursday, May 14, 2015

sad life

oh, how unoriginal to be thinking thoughts,
that everyone else in this god forsaken place are thinking.
To wear the same shirt as 9 other people in this room.
To say the same words, and text the same emojis.
How unoriginal to live a life, that's not your own.
telling me how to live my life.
Hairstyles,
sneakers.
Latest fashion trends.
It must be sad to live such a boring life.
so
very sad

Thursday, April 23, 2015

Storm

I want to explore the deepest darkest parts of your mind
and reassure you everything will be just fine.
Your ocean of tears, and quivering hands.
I'll hold you tighter, and hum away your fears.
Let the storm inside, blow away,
and ill help you, move on from
yesterday.

Sunday, April 12, 2015

Him Pt.2

He kissed my quivering lips,
and all my anxiety melted away.
Goose bumps appeared all over my body,
he smiled, and slowly, inch by inch,
kissed parts of my body.
It was hard not to smile, and see how
gently he was, how careful.
Like I was glass, and he a hammer.
His strong arms pulled me closer,
his lips intertwined with mine.
I heard the rain pattering on the car roof,
and saw a sparkle in his eyes.
I knew in this moment, that I was happy.
And he was mine.