Uneasy

There's a lump in my throat
that won't seem to go away,
thoughts of you, keep coming to me,
steadily throughout the day.
I can't seem to make this feeling go away...
As the sun progresses in the sky,
the time slowly passing me by,
wind blowing, it speaks to me, sending messages of you my way.
The angels tell me,
everything will be
OK

Table for one

Winds blowing
People passing me by.
Does the expression on my face bother you?
Avoiding eye contact, leads to being lonesome.
Empty chairs next to me, one place set at the table, my phone never rings.
If I smiled, would you talk to me, or would my usual expression scare you away?
My door bell never rings, dinner for one please.
I have a lot of time to think.
The queen bed I sleep upon, has enough room for two.
If I asked you to stay awhile,
would you?

Hollow Moon

Hollow Moon
Why do you stare at me?
I'm trying to sleep
Let me be!
My thoughts keep wandering,
and your crater filled surface
is bothering me,
that smirk upon your pale face.
I close the curtain
will you leave my thoughts be,
or peak from the shadows
and follow me?

Objectifying inanimate objects

Leaf! Leaf! In the tree
Should I stay a while?
Or let you be...
Wait. Are you dead?
Are you alive?
Should I crunch you,
and let you free
to the wind?
(Leaf Cremation)

Log In The Forest

Log in the forest
I worry you are lonesome.
Would you like some company?
You may have ticks, or bugs, a lot of insects.
But I have a few seconds I can stay.

Man With Dog

Man with dog
Will you be staying awhile?
My thoughts are venturing,
My speech is weak,
But if you stay
 A while
maybe we can
   Speak?

Evaporate into eternity

Evaporate into eternity
The universe took me by the hand.
Mother nature led the way.
The weeping willow swayed
tears were shed, but happiness peaked through,
like a glorious morning sunrise.
I don't feel empty,
But I don't feel whole.
Maybe I'm made up of everything.
Like a black hole.