Thoughts.

Sometimes change is good,
but its hard leaving the people
you once loved behind.

I believe you become an adult,
the day you stop trying to get even with someone,
and start seeing why that person hurt you and trying to fix it.

You must love,
love everyone and everything.

Because we  hurt those we love the most.

and you never know when they might be..

gone.

Stardust in my veins

All I see around me are beautiful people.
I wonder, to myself.
"Why can't I too, be a beautiful person?"
But everyone is beautiful
In their own way.
Whether it be,
in the way they
walk,
talk,
think,
But I hope to be as beautiful,
as the cosmos...
Inside, and out.
Stardust in my veins.

Over

We sat in your car,
silence between us.
Our words vacant,
our minds screaming.
I looked into your sad eyes,
and knew.

Things were over,
before they even started.

For you

Happiness isn't something you do,
its something you feel,
its apart of you,
its apart of me.

To be happy with you,
is my one and only dream.

But..

My days have been dark,
and I've been alone,

So kiss me hard,
before you go.

I want to be where you are,
I want to go where ever you go.
I want to see all there is to see,
and I want to be all that I can be.

for you.

You're in my veins, you fuck.

You're an angel,
a Saint.
You've saved me from my ways.

You're beautiful,
you're soul collides with mine,
in an inner-coalition of light.

I have no reason to love you,
but I do,
I do,
I do.

Violate.

He stares at me, silently. 

bottle of whiskey in hand.

I'm suffering slowly, but he can't seem to understand.

That shiver down my spine, is pain, not delight. 

my back bone non-existent, when we start to Fight.

blood pulsates through my veins. 

Its the only thing keeping me alive.

this life isn't worth fighting.

for another damn night. 

Remorse

The night is coming to an end,
as I lay here, silent in my bed.
Tears roll down my face,
and I sigh, wishing I were dead.

I thought we had something,
I felt you in my bones,
My soul feels empty,
this doesn't feel like home.

I cannot explain the thoughts racing through my brain.
Your face is implanted in my memory,
and with every beat of my heart, there is ache and there is pain.