New year, Time for change.
But what if I Don't want to change,
What if I don't actually know HOW to change.
I have a built up need for change, but every inch
of my body is telling me to stay the same.
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
Anxiety runs through me,
pulsing, pulsing.
New years resolutions.
weight loss remedies
new year, new me.
I sink down in my chair, and try to hide from it all.
I feel my heart beating faster, faster.
I break down.
I start to cry..
why am I crying.
I can be who ever I want to be, and do what ever I want.
Society can't conform me into a box, like everyone else.
Screw society.
Wait... I am society.
